Capturing a thought in
mid-air, always fascinating.
That thought would be
that I feel unsafe within what I do for a living, meaning my occupation. I find
this all too strange still, working on my own time, making my own decisions, where
I have to implement self-direction and responsibility. Thus, through doing all of
this, I will be the one who decides how much I will be earning at the end of a month,
and how far I will be driving myself to do better.
Now that is all linked to
this one thought - Being unsafe. Why I feel unsafe within this is because if
one day in the month I decide not to do any of this, then I’ll bear the consequences
of my actions. It is so easy to say
today I am taking a day off, or not even taking a day off but acting as if I am
working while actually doing nothing, expecting myself to move forward with
such an attitude. Whereas this creates the thought of where I would think I am
unsafe.
So after this particular
thought, I’d have a follow-up of other thoughts where my mind will think of a
different situation where I will actually feel safe within, for example working
for a boss, being the employee. Where I know whatever I do, my salary at the
end of the month will stay the same, so it is then basically “safe” to take a
day off, while at work, meaning acting as if you are working whilst not, but
still getting paid. A mind fuck, yes.
So, I’ll be looking into
this for the next few days, and set myself free from this illusion that I am
unsafe, and just realise that self-direction is not only in your business world
that needs to be applied, but also in everyday life.
Just for the record,
being an employee doesn’t necessarily make you safe…
J
