When and as I see myself thinking back into my past just to
experience it again, I stop and realise that by doing this action I am only
hindering myself through a ride full of feelings instead of doing something
more productive, by working, or focusing on what is necessary with
self-direction and being here in the physical reality.
When and as I see myself wishing for the time of my
childhood I stop and I breathe, I realise that this is just a pattern and an
“addiction” for me to linger on these memories as they are fun, but at the same
time sad and unnecessary, for it stops me from being here in the reality as it
is here.
When and as I see myself attaching feelings towards these
memories I stop and I breathe, I realise that this will have an compound effect
on my memories and make each time just more saddening when I realise that I am
not there anymore, I am a grown man now.
I commit and allow myself to be here in the physical reality
as it is, as it presents itself, and to allow myself to live this life with
self-direction and responsibility.
I commit and allow myself to accept the fact that my past is
my past, it is non-existing, and that I will never be able to go back there,
and through accepting this, I commit and allow myself to let go of these
memories and the attachments that I have created with them.
I commit and allow myself to be here, in the reality as a
grown man, to live in line with “time” and not to distort my reality with my
past, so that I may be able to live my life to my utmost potential
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