I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to keep quiet and not speak up with other people when I want
to say something or feel like I have to say something, to believe that this will
have a negative influence on the relationship.
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to believe that other people will judge me and think weird
about me when I do speak up and from this point on forward not accept me for
who I am.
I forgive myself for I have accepted
and allowed myself to believe that I will create conflict with other humans
when I do speak up or say what I want to say, and because of this conflict that
may be created I decide not to speak up, thus suppressing myself and my inner
thoughts.
I forgive myself for I have accepted
and allowed myself to create conflict within myself for not speaking up when I
have the need to, for when I want to say my say but instead keep quiet about
it.
I forgive myself for I have accepted
and allowed myself to regret the fact that I didn’t speak up, and this wishing
I could go back to the moment and correct it, putting myself in a loopy cycle
of thoughts that keeps on taking me back to the experience.
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to keep quite when I get angry and just walk away, instead
of breathing, slowing down myself in this moment of anger to see why this anger
were triggered in the first place, to then deal with it and also deal with the
person in conversation.
I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to suppress myself and not allow myself to walk life equally
in full expression of who and what I am, to hide behind a mask and hope that no
one sees me.
I forgive myself for I haven’t accepted
and allowed myself to speak up when need to, to say what I want to say in any
given conversation, to let out what is hidden inside instead of just keeping it
there.
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