I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to want or wish for something bad to
happen for me just to be able to dodge my responsibilities, to get a way out of
it without working through it, meaning completing my workload.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to crave attention from people just
because I feel that I am not getting enough from my environment and the people
within.
I forgive myself
for I have accepted and allowed myself to have thoughts about horrible things
playing out in my mind, where something bad would happen to me or be in my way
that stops me from attending my responsibility, to have these thoughts purely
because I feel that I want to escape my work, or whatever I have to do.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to think about bad things happening to
me just so people can give me the necessary attention that I feel that I
deserve, or crave, and by doing this not realising the effects that these
thoughts might have upon me or anyone else.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel that I also want to be the hero
of someone, and in this case think that something bad might happen to them,
where I will be able to jump in and assist, which in reality we all know that
this won’t be the case, and through me having these thoughts will only put the
person’s life in danger if it were to happen in reality.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to see the people in my imagination
just as play toys, meaning no matter what happens to them, it does not matter,
for I believe nothing is real which I am thinking about, but what if these
thoughts manifest, then it will be a way different situation.
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