I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to fear a virus, to fear that I might get sick, to fear that my
family might get sick, and from this sickness die, leaving me behind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to give my energy to this fear, feeding it in such a way that it
has power over me, controlling me in every moment of the day.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to be enslaved by this fear, that was generated through the news
I heard over the television/radio, through hearing how dangerous it is, and the
total deaths that was caused by it.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to generate these thoughts in my mind where I would lose my
family and be all alone and through these thoughts being controlled and
entrapped by this fear not able to function normally, but instead wanting to
cry and hide the whole time.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to fear my thoughts, that were not even real, but based on ideas and
news that I heard, thinking it was already spreading wildly in South Africa,
even when it was not.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to believe that I need rest to be able to function properly, and
that without this rest I won’t be able to do my job effectively, but in reality
I feel fine, meaning this is just laziness kicking in.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to feel lazy, and then wanting to react on it by going home and
do nothing, at home, just watch series or playing games.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to trap myself into this bubble of rest, where I think I deserve
it for working hard the past 3 days, letting my reward system get the best of
me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to believe that I am entitled to have a day or 3 off because of
the past 3 days of hard working, not realising that this has an effect on not
only me, but my business as well, slowing me down with the progress that I want
to see and make.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself that I will just receive everything in life on a silver platter,
not having to work for what I want, instead of standing up, and go get/do it
myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to fear the future, for the fact that I am not working on it in
the present, thinking that I will get nowhere within life, and by these
thoughts, generating fear of the future.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to stand still for so long, instead of resting for one day or
half a day and then get back to work, where as these actions of mine will have
a consequence, and not by realising this, I instead keep on resting to a point
where I start generating fears just to be able to move forward.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to lose sight of my self-direction because of this feeling I get
where I think/feel like I need rest, and that I can take advantage of the
situation when it presents itself because of my hard work I had put into the
past few days.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to generate a battlefield within my mind because of this fear,
splitting my consciousness into two sides, battling against each other for
which decision I made was the correct one.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to not stand as one and as equal with this fear, to embrace it
and life it out, for when that is done, then I will be able to work through it
effectively, see each point I have to deal with in order to make a change
within myself and these thoughts I am having that generates this fear.
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cool,thank you for sharing.
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