I have realised yesterday after a very long
day out with work, that I am limiting myself in such a clever but, stupid way.
I limit myself through recording my hours that I am not home, doing what I want
to do.
Let’s say I go out 8 of the clock in the
morning, and come back home again at 8 of the clock, then I have recorded
myself to be out for 12 hours, and then I tell myself that I am tired now, I
want to rest now, not do anything but rest. Meaning watching series, browsing
the web or just play a simple game, not even a real game like an RPG, or FPS,
because I am tired, and need to rest myself, whereas I think these games will
take too much energy, really Julian?
So this limitation goes on with not only
games, it was only an example, but also with everything else I do. I tell
myself that I am too tired to work on my Wed Development Project that I have,
postponing it to the next day thinking that I will have the energy then, whereas
this pattern will just repeat and I will be tired again.
The best part is, I am actually not even
tired, I just tell myself this so I will look tired (and then get tired because
of this thought) so that other people can see I am tired, and then they realise
I am tired where they can say to themselves... “Hey, Julian had a long day of
work because look at him he’s tired, so we can excuse him for not doing
whatever responsibility he has.” In this instance, my responsibilities are to
continue with my Web Development Project and my writings (blog) as I am doing
right now.
This thought of tiredness that I send out,
limits me, no one else, I’m just busy fooling myself, not even the people
around me because they know the principles, they know the limitations and patterns
that play out, and know that I have to work on this, push through this and do
my part, as an example of living life to the fullest of my potential, as one
and as equal.
To basically stop this limitation, to stop
thinking that I am tired, to stop procrastination and postponement of my
responsibilities, to stand as one and as equal with these creations, systems,
patterns and limitations that I have created, and from that point on, change
where needs to be changed, to become and effective human being, delivering my
utmost potential as life.
Get a move on, for more info on memories
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