When and as I see myself getting lost in
thought, I stop and I breathe, I realise that by being in my thoughts while
physically working I am not here with in the moment busy with my task at hand,
thus can’t do it to the best of my abilities.
When and as I see myself resisting the fact
that I have to clean a stable, I stop and I breathe, I realise that by resisting
a responsibility will only slow me down in doing the task, and not giving me
any effective solutions to doing it any quicker.
When and as I see myself following the
pattern where I think I don’t have to do something to the best of my ability, I
stop and I breathe, I realise that my viewpoint of the matter is not what is
best for all, and that by thinking this, it influences my ability to do my task
to the best of my ability.
When and as I see myself believing that I
have better things to do than taking care of a horse’s stable, I stop and I
breathe, I realise by acting this way is not what is best for all, only a point
of self interest, and by realising this I can stand within one and equality
towards this point of self-interest to change my viewpoint and my care taking
of the horse’s stable.
When and as I see myself wanting to shift
the responsibility of my stable onto someone else on the farm, I stop and I
breathe, I realise that I am not the only one with responsibilities and by
wanting to shift the weight is not fair of me, and only a point of
self-interest.
When and as I see myself wanting my time
for me and myself, to do whatever, I stop and I breathe I realise that by
giving my energy to this thought is only creating more self-interest within me,
and more resistance towards my responsibility, meaning I will not be able to
live in the physical reality of here, but in my mind on what I could have done
with my time if it was not to be spent here at the stables.
When and as I see myself playing out the
pattern of reward, where I think I need to be rewarded for whatever I have
done, I stop and I breathe. I realise this is only a point of self-interest,
and by wanting a reward for everything I do is just not possible, nor is it
unconditional as all my actions should be when standing as one and as equal
with life.
When and as I see myself creating the wrong
idea within my head because I am not rewarded with fun or quality time spent
with the horses after the stables has been cleaned. I stop and I breathe, I
realise by thinking this is only a self-interest and my reward pattern playing
out, and by thinking this, it is only slowing me down and creating a negative
experience within me, instead of doing the cleaning unconditionally and within
the moment of here.
When and as I see myself only want to do a
stable halfway because I am filling in for someone else, I stop and I breathe,
I realise by cleaning the stable only halfway for someone else is not standing
as one and equality, also meaning that I am not doing it unconditionally or
living by the principles that I choose to live by.
I commit and allow myself to let go of my
resistance towards cleaning of the stables and doing my part, and to instead
breathe in the fresh air around me and help taking care of life, one step at a
time.
I commit and allow myself to breathe through
the resistance and to stand as one and equal within my creation of resistance
to be able to change it towards this point, through breathing and letting go whilst
standing up to go and clean the stables given to me.
No comments:
Post a Comment